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At first i'm so afraid
of the new things that are now happening in your life,
i thought about leaving school and
even got scared of being alone because i thought you'll be gone forever
and leave me alone..
I know you have found the man that will make you complete,
who's now the father of your coming child..
I was so jealous that i even thought that i'll be losing you as my friend,
but i was wrong..
You stayed..
And all the the more i need to stay for you,
to be there for you in the coming new phase of your life..
I'm happy to be a witness and become a part of all that has been happening in your life right now..
I'll always be here for you.
Always,
your bestfriend.
of the new things that are now happening in your life,
i thought about leaving school and
even got scared of being alone because i thought you'll be gone forever
and leave me alone..
I know you have found the man that will make you complete,
who's now the father of your coming child..
I was so jealous that i even thought that i'll be losing you as my friend,
but i was wrong..
You stayed..
And all the the more i need to stay for you,
to be there for you in the coming new phase of your life..
I'm happy to be a witness and become a part of all that has been happening in your life right now..
I'll always be here for you.
Always,
your bestfriend.
For a friend
At first i'm so afraid
of the new things that are now happening in your life,
i thought about leaving school and
even got scared of being alone because i thought you'll be gone forever
and leave me alone..
I know you have found the man that will make you complete,
who's now the father of your coming child..
I was so jealous that i even thought that i'll be losing you as my friend,
but i was wrong..
You stayed..
And all the the more i need to stay for you,
to be there for you in the coming new phase of your life..
I'm happy to be a witness and become a part of all that has been happening in your life right now..
I'll always b
confusion?..
It's been a while since I last opened my deviant art account,..
finally i got the chance to submit my works, share them to you again
and, write another journal.
Right now I'm in a state of confusion, an identity crisis perhaps..
.. It is only now that I realize how pessimist I am, how I view the world negatively
and how I look down on my self..
And it finally hit me that I already lost my true self.. my old self..
I am dealing now on how to admit that I have an inferiority complex,
(actually I'm writing this to finally admit that..)
It sucks to know that I'm beginning to hate myself..
And that is the one thing I don't want to happ
A start..
I'm just a newbie here at deviantart..
I'm happy that other people appreciate my works,
it boosts my self esteem, cause I've always doubted my talent..
Hopefully I'll meet lots of friends here and be inspired by their works too.
I'm really happy to be a part of this community, I feel really connected to other deviants because of their works, it's as if we have something common..
something in tangible.. I know it's because of art, and the love and passion for it.
Till next time..
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